I got a job offer yesterday but it required that I leave my son for eight hours a day to take care of other peoples kids.I chickened out and started freaking out last night.I could not sleep and just told myself to forget the interview because I have no experience and I got myself all scared.So, I skipped the interview and the people at that day care have been trying to call me all day which makes me feel like a fool.I can't face my fears and be normal like other people. I can't even drive because I was hit by a car when I was a kid so I told myself I was at fault and that I make bad decisions.I have pretty much lead my life this way and now I feel bad.
I wish I could make some money to help support my family but stay at home where no one will know I have crazy anxiety and that I am painfully shy. Yup,thats my story for the day.
Friday Photo Journal, April 21, 2017
5 days ago